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| Hmm... where do i start?
First off, I am happy to say that I am now working with TWO jobs... ofcourse ill only keep one when school starts again (oh how i dread that day)... im really hoping this will help my income, and have me reach my goal by the end of the year TOPS... which is me moving out of the house finally lol...
the bad part about it, is that it is one of my reasons for not being able to visit israel this summer :(.. it sux i was really looking forward to relaxing there for like 2 or 3 weeks, and seeing some important people in my life and just having some real fun. but im thinking its a sacrifice for a good enough cause.
Mike and I are entering our 11 month anniversary on the 7th... and that is just ... i dont even know what to say. i didnt expect our relationship to go so far... and its freaking me out. not only is this my longest relationship yet, but my fears of commitment are starting to kick in.... and believe me, i am freaking out! just thinking of it being one year next month is enough to trigger a nervous breakdown . lol. i dont kno what to do... it pushes me so hard that i look for excuses and for every reason to why i should end the relationship... but i kno that those r just my fears acting up, and i gotta fight against it... but then again, what if it isnt because of my fears? what if my intuitions r just kicking in and im MISTAKING it for just being paranoia?? ... ugh see??? lol
what else... i recently went out to the beach here in NY for the first time... i usually go to the beach outside of the country, but not this summer of course. i had fun even though it was fahreeeezzzinnnggg that day!! took soo many awesome pix... i went with Roxy and another good friend Saltana... here r just some of them... :)
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| Wow... its been awhile since ive last used my xanga... now all the craze has shifted to myspace! 
not much has changed... im still with Mike. its going to be 9 months on the 7th.. i start freaking out everytime i think about it. its been my longest relationship as of yet, and i have issues with commitment. deathly afraid of it, so whenever i think of a chance of 1 year i start getting attacks lol but im really happy with him
my biggest goal at the moment is to get the fu*k out of my house by the end of the year. trying to find a goodpaying job so that months later i could move out and get my own place. its driving me nuts! lol... the only problem is getting to step 1 and actually getting a job.. its harder than it seems
on a side note, i had a great first St. Patrick's Day... i supposedly got drunk, for my first time finally! lol Mikey was the sweetest guy to take care of me throughout...  but dang me and Saltana drove the guys out of their wits!!! lmao
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??Which colour of Death is yours??
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| Ey yo! lol... hmm lots of good news
i think i may have gotten that Dell job because they sent me for a Drug test... i have no prob passing that ofcourse :)
hmm.. MY MOMMY JUST LEFT TO ISRAEL!!! too bad my bro or my dad didnt go either :( anyways, i get to sleepover Mikey's place more often!
I feel free now, cuz i wont have to worry all the time.. she gets pretty annoying sometimes.. anyways, she is off for like 2 weeks :)
what else.. i guess thats it.. classes almost over thank god.. i cant wait for next semester so i could have a fresh start and brush up a bit. ive been doing bad this semester i cant wait till its over.. grr...
me and the girls are planning a trip for January.. probably somewhere we can go skiing.. the highlight of the trip is that we gonna be bringing our men (dont tell my mama ill blow ur f*en head off lol). cant wait to spend quality time with him. i see many adventures in those hotel rooms ;) shh... don't tell!
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| Diana's bday is coming up!!! ON SUNDAY.. wish her one then peoplez! (if someone still actually reads this stuff lol).
umm.. not much going on. trying to switch a job over to a Dell kiosk ($15/hour!!!!)
classes almost over YAY!!
and yesterday was me and Mike's 3 month anniversary (technically 4 months but w/e).. wish we could have been together that day but its ok ill see him tomorow! :)
heres a pic of us btw... i look dead? lol
and this one... ugh i look like i have down syndrome or sumtin 
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